Tonite,My heart broke.I wanna say more,But I'm all drained.Lost for words.Now,I'm left with mending.And I've done it before...I know I can do it again.So...Decision made?Yes.
I should be at Level 5, doing what Selina is doing at the moment.STUDY. But here I am... In front of the comp. AGAIN.Read Lalat'z multiply blog about her trip to Moreton Island just a while ago.Damn it sounded like heaps of fun! hahaHaDefinitely need to visit there sometime!After all, its been a while since I last had the chance to camp out and eat dirty food~*remembers Fraser Island*That trip was awesome.Last nite I slept at 5.30am...Was up chatting with someone.Someone special.We had that conversation.The one we both knew wud come up, since the last time we were together.Again, it was bitter sweet.He said all the right things...But as he said, some things are just outside our control.We're trying to figure out whats gonna happen from here on.Last night, I truly felt as if I was on a roller coaster ride.You should have felt what I was feeling.Becuz him and I were chatting on MSN,and he has this habit of posting short sentences instead of completing a full line before he hits enter.So there I was...Reading line by line...And the funny part was how one sentence made my tummy churn,and the next made me smile,and the very next made my heart sink...and after that,He said something that completely lift my spirits again.And then the above process is repeated.hahHAaa... As much as I think those feelings are "wow",It kinda sucked. hahHaa...But Im glad the last feeling I got before I closed my eyes to sleep was a good one.A bloody good one in fact.I like falling asleep thinking about him.(and waking up with him in my mind too)He says he isn't good with words...But to me, he definitely said everything I wanted to hear last night.Its either he doesn't know how good he really is, or I'm really easy to please.hahHaa... But one thing for sure,I really do think he's a great guy.As I told him, there are times when I do wanna kick his butt,becuz he can be the most annoying creature on the face of this planet,But, he still makes me smile.And that makes up for everything.This might sound corny,But I really do wanna be with him.*blush*current music: Spanish Guitar - Toni Braxtoncurrent mood: Drunk Happy (and i dont mean drunk in the literal sense)
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot..
Find a guy, who calls you back when you hang up on him..
Find a guy, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep..
Wait for the guy, who kisses your forehead..
Wait for the guy, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.. Wait for the guy, who holds your hand in front of his friends..
Wait for the one, who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you..
Wait for the one, who turns to his friends and says... "that's her"..
Presentation went alrite.The jitterbugs live to strike another day.Next wednesday to be exact.Thats when my advocacy is...I've always liked advocacy.Great to dress up all formal,and talk in a moot court...Only this time, my opponent is family.Selina, to be exact.She's the Crown Prosecutor this time around.And I'm acting for the Defence, like last semester.HahHa... last semester.Poor Shaz. Got his ass kicked.*actually I was just lucky*
ANYWAY,It's coming to 4am...But I'm stuck on MSN.NOT against my own will. hahHhaa...Damn. MSN is addictive.As soon as u've got a convo going with a friend,it's impossible to leave!!I need to do my tute work for tomorrow!*slaps self*PRIORITIES SHERLENE!!!ANYWAY,I dont know how to describe this feeling I'm feeling at the moment.It's... bitter sweet, I think you can say.No... maybe more like, bitter bitter and kinda sweet.Hmm... I don't know.All I can say is I was right from the start.Good things don't last.ps: I never learn from my mistakes...Problem is, I only realise I redid my mistake,AFTER redoing it. *sigh*
oH maaaaN...My presentation is in 38 minutesss...Im soOooo trembly.But at the same time,I can't wait till its over.ArrrrggHH!!! *blush*Sorry. Just had to vent.I'm going crazy hereeee!!!And as much as I'd like to rehearse my script again,I know that if I were to read that 3 sheets of paper,I'd simply die.I came to uni at 12.30pm...Went to the foyer in level 3 of Z Block for some quiet time alone.Read and reread my script 10000 times.Still, I'm panicking...*fingers crossed peopleee!!*How annoying that my mp3 player went outta battery.Just when I need it the most.And so did my mobile! WHAT LUCK!Thankfully its just after I replied to Shaz's sms.nO wait...It switched off while it said: "sending"Does that mean it wasn't sent?0.ooH well...oHHH... 34 minutes. *shivers*Is is cold in here or issit just me?
I was feeling on top of the world yesterday.Today,I'm just about to hit the bottom of the sea.*slaps self*Need to stop dreaming.It's harmful...I feel the effect already.Ok.Presentation tomorrow.*fingers crossed*
I'm officially addicted to Blogging.It's 4.16am.And here I am,feeling as if my day isn't complete until I posted something.So okay, here goes.Is day dreaming healthy?You know how people just sit at one spot,Stare into space, and day dream?They think about someone special.They imagine themselves doing things with that person.Going out, walking hand in hand, hugging, laughing...*heart flutters*Wait. I'm not the only person who does such thing rite?O.oOkay fine. Since I've already said so much,I guess its no harm to continue. haHa...But yea, I do sit down and day dream alot.I think of 'him'...I imagine us laughing together.I recall the past.Play them back in my head and laugh all over again.I think of a joke,Then I imagine myself telling him.Then I try to imagine how he'd react.He'd laugh along, I decide.Thinking about him laughing makes me smile.Does this mean something?Another infatuation perhaps?*sigh*I'm a freak. I know.Current Mood: Floaty HappyCurrent Song: Mari Bercinta - Sheila on 7
