Strawberries Blue...

Finally, I'm done reading my case...
Bloody Pirrie v McFarlane.
Made my life a living hell.
Bloody presentation.
Stole my semester break.

Anyway, as I was reading back and highlighting the main points I'd be including in my presentation script,
I thought about the box of strawberries in the fridge.
Its 5am... and I've got cravings for Strawberries.
Yea, I guess I'm a peculiar fellow.

So... there is was at 5am...
Eating strawberries in my kitchen.

Naturally, I started thinking about many things.
First, I was imagining how I should start my presentation.
Then I thought about how I would react the next time I see Shaz.
Then... out of the blue,
I thought about that Taiwanese family I had dinner with a couple of nights back.
Dad's Taiwanese friend who treated me, Sherman and Selina to dinner.

I thought about how they kept praising mum and dad.
They were telling us how much mum and dad helped them.
Then they told their kids,
"their (as in me and Sherman) parents are very successful in Malaysia"
"their mum is......... and their dad is........."
I smiled as I thought back at how proud I felt that very moment.
My parents are successful.
And I think they're the best people on earth.

Then I thought back at how mum always tell me.
She says Daddy is her best friend.
That line always make me smile and feel all mushy inside.

You know how people say,
"Behind every successful man, there's a woman"
My parents are the classic example.
Dad's woman is mum. His biggest fan. (I'm 2nd *grins*)
And u know what the cute part is?
It works both ways...
Mum and dad also proved that...
"Behind every successful woman, there's a man"

And one thing for sure,
I can never see one of them without the other.
Mum needs dad, and dad needs mum.
Mum wouldn't be what she is without dad's neverending support.
and
Dad wouldn't be what he is without mum's neverending support.

I wonder who'd be my 'neverending support'.
The man behind my success. *hmm...*

You guys must think I'm crazy for writing all this.
I probably am.
Not only becuz I'm eating strawberries at 5am,
But becuz at this very moment,
I feel like crying.
(No, I'm sure its not the effect of late night strawberries)
I just think I miss mum and dad more than I thought.

*sobs*

You've got Mail! *grins*

Just thought I'd post this pic up to annoy Selina. I was warned not to post this pic cuz Selina didn't want her "hair" to get any publicity. kekeKe... You should have seen the looks on our faces when we saw the colour on her hair. Everyone in the house just went "WUA!" hahHa Its very unlike Selina to hav such hair colour, but it does look kinda funky-cute. She'll get used to it.

Anywayz,
the main reason why I'm typing this post is actually becuz...
well... becuz I feel kinda happy tonite. *grins*
Don't ask why. I won't tell.
Lets just say,
I got a really sweet message.
*heart turns to mush*
But yea...
My heart is definitely going 100 miles/hour.

Okay...
Need to regain emotional normalcy.
HHAHAa does such word even exist?
But u know wut I mean...

My presentation is still at square one.
NOT GOOD.

Later today, Chelsea v Liverpool... UEFA.
Chelsea is 100% into taking their long waited revenge on the Reds.
Lets hope Livvy wins them again!

WE WON!!!

MANCHESTER UNITED 2
v
BENFICA 1

WE WON WE WON WE WON!!!!
WE WONNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!

Giggs 39'
Semao 59'
Rvn 85'

WE WONNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!

Question for the Heart; Sore?

Today,
Selina and I finally managed to do our long overdued spring cleaning.
After that, we went to GarCit (as Sheenie calls it) to watch a movie.
We caught "The Perfect Catch" starring Jimmy Fallon n Drew Barrymore.
It was definitely MY type of movie.
Romance + Comedy + BASEBALL.
Perfect Combo.
I guess thats why I loved "Summer Catch".

ANYWAY...
Shaz was online today.
Gosh I miss him.
Its been so long since we chatted.
hahHaa... actually it's less than a week,
BUT, oh well.

Shaz and I had a good chat.
Amazing how we can always be so open with each other.
I tried to make him answer a few questions.
Questions I've been longing to ask him for quite some time now.
At the beginning, we passed a few comments which made my heart sunk.
Then, as we continued chatting, things got better.

The friendship between Shaz and I has definitely gone up a notch.
Then again, I have to admit that the conversation didn't exactly go the way I wanted.
Though... I'm actually not too sure how I want it to go.
NEVERTHELESS,
I'm still happy.
Happy to know we're still so open with each other.
Happy to know he's in a condition where he can still watch MU's match.
and above all,
Happy to be able to chat with him tonite and to know that he's doing fine.

Im gonna continue reading my case now.
5 days to go before my presentation and I have NOTHING.
Good going Sherlene! *sarcastic pat on back*

And today... MU v Benfica. UEFA Champs League.
WE NEED TO WIN.

6.30am NOT-live on SBS.
I'm there!

I shouldn't be sighing...

Today, I got up to Yum Cha with Lalat, Selina, Cyrus and Jett.
Yum Cha in Brisbane (or maybe all western countries) actually means,
"eating dim sum"... Go figure.

Back in KK, (or Malaysia) yum cha means you drive to a coffee shop,
sit down with friends and talk until you realise you need to go home.

ANYWAY... after breakfast/lunch/brunch - whatever,
we went to walk in K-Mart...
I bought a bottle of hair dye and Lalat agreed to help me.
We got home, I dyed my hair.
Not much difference... The colour is just a little lighter.
I think it might be more obvious under the sun.

Lalat decided she's not going to Club Kandy tomorrow.
Thats means I'm alone. Alone as in, the only girl going.
I wouldnt mind going with Daniel, but it would be kinda weird.
What would his friends think?
I dont want to be thought of as a frequent clubber.
Out with a bunch of guys. Bleak. Not my style.
(except if I'm back in KK)
Furthermore... aah sheesh...
I typed half way and forgot what I was gonna say.
If you've spoken to me before, u'd know I'm like that. BLEAK.

Alrite.
Time to put my time to good use.
Need to start researching for my presentation next monday.

Oh... I wrote a song.
I've not given the song a name, but I know exactly why I wrote it.
*sigh* and talking about songs,
there's a song I heard while shopping in Kmart today.
Its chorus went something like:
"I dont think I love you... I know"
I wanna find that song. SO BADLY.

*sigh*

Happy Birthday Shaz.
I miss you.

My Lazy Friday

Today I woke up 3pm... *yawn*
Yea.. I still feel exhausted. Bugger.
Its currently 6pm...
I just had my first meal.
Kelloggs Crunchy Nuts + Low Fat Milk.
*bleaaak* I think I ate too much...

Last nite I stayed up until 5pm...
Got caught up in editing a new forum.
Its called "Classes of 2002"
Made to get all the 1998-2002 students back together.
We'll see how it works out. Fingers crossed.
http://classesof2002.proboards49.com/index.cgi (there it is!)

Last nite, 4 GSGs were online...
We group chatted in MSN. It was heaps of fun.
You should have seen the stuffs we talked about.
Talking to them made me feel at ease again...
Miss them soOoo much.
Got updated about their current lifeee... They're all doing fine...
Told them about my current situation in the relationship department.
They were really supportive. Now its really up to me.

Sherman bought me Nike's Stand Up Speak Up wrist band.
It came in the mail today. I like it heaps!
Kick racism outta football... Oh yEaa...
My brother rocks! ^^

I'm looking forward to this coming monday.
Club Kandy... or issit Klub Candy?
oH well... There's this dance party this Monday nite.
Its gonna be fun, I HOPE.
Can't wait to feeeeel the music agaiN.
Dancing is too underated.
There shud be more dancing places around.
If I manage to earn some cash this summer,
I'm signing up for hip hop dance classes.
YEA. Thats something to look forward to.

For now... I better get started with my presentation.
Dont wanna get up in front of the class and sound like a fool.
NOT COOL.
And hey,
The semester break is hereee!! *whoOo hoOo!!*

By the way, I Miss Him...

Questions; Are there answers?

Questions from the top of my head:
(don't worry if u dont understand - they're all bullshtye..)

1. Why take away someone so important in another person's life ever so suddenly without even allowing them to say goodbye?

2. I know everyone needs to endure the ups and downs in life, but why give a great person such a difficult "obstacle" ro deal with when she doesn't deserve it?

3. Why does my blue platform hurt my left feet so much? When is the swelling gonna ease off? *argh*

4. Why does ulcers in a person's mouth (or cold sore) spread when two people share an intimate kiss? Same explaination as STD issit?

5. What are the things that could completely ruin a friendship? and how open can they be with one another, while maintaining their bond in the name of plain "friendship"? (by the way, I'm talking about a male/female friendship, if u even believe such "friendship" exist.)

6. A guy and a girl spending time together as friends... a "moment" suddenly happens in between... they grasp it. Moment passes. They both laugh. What happens after?

7. If you're ever-so-attracted to a person who you're pretty sure is all wrong for you, do you move on? or open the door to the "Keep those Fingers Crossed Land" and think, "lets take a shot at this!"?

8. If the person you're kissing is in actual fact your soulmate, can u tell?

*goes to bed thinking*

Horoscopes; Friend or Foe?

Two days ago...
That'd be Tuesday of this week,
I read my daily horoscope.
It said it was the right time to confess my feelings.
It said "The stars are all in the right positions. Its the best time!"

*lol* But as I told Andy,
I wasn't too sure if what I felt for the guy,
-lets call him Mr.B-
Well,
I wasn't sure of my feelings for Mr.B...
So... Instead of confessing,
I took a different approach.
Instead of fessing up,
I decided to see how I can shake things a little.
So I hugged him.

It was an I-could-be-up-to-no-good kinda hug,
cuz I hugged him for... almost a whole minute?
*grins* - and for no reason! muahahahaa!

Today, I read my horoscope, it said:

"You'd like for the realm of romance to be a safer place, but there's no insurance available for the ol' heart. Right now, though, letting your feelings be known is favored by the stars -- so go for it."

... and I did. *grins*

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