Is this rock bottom?

I went to bed around 12am last night.

It's now 7.04pm... I've been in bed for 19 hours and have no plans on getting up until I have to get up for work tomorrow. That's 7am... which would mean another 12 hours from now.

I've had perhaps 1/4 of a bottle of water.

I haven't eaten anything but I'm not hungry. I'm not sleepy or tired either. I just can't be fucked getting out of bed because there's nothing I want to do.

What's wrong with me?

Inspiration to get off my backside...

So Mr B has a female friend who started her own business. It is flourishing and thus became so very inspirational for me to see if I can mirror the success.

I know she worked extremely hard to get the business to where it is today - I can do that. I can be a hard worker. I've always been a a hard worker. Uh huhhh...

I know she loves that she's doing - I need to find what I love to do and do it. But... hmm... what? Movie marathon-ing isn't exactly a business idea. Hmm....

I know she spends a lot of time finding new ways to keep her business interesting - I can only try to do this. The intention is definitely there. Just need to create the business first.

I know she's amazing - I can only hope I'm half as amazing as she is!

So here it shall begin... I'm going to start something. The goal now is to think of WHAT before the end of this year. Yep. I can do that! *Ahem*

Time? What time?

To those of you out there who are super capable of having a full life in the short 24 hours we get each day, please shed some light.

I somehow can't seem to get much done each day and is always left feeling "I wish I had time to..."

• Write a new song;
• Fold the laundry;
• Write thank you cards;
• Shave my legs;
• Fix my nails;
• Try on new make up styles;
• Watch a movie;
• Visit my parents;
• Blog...

Instead, this is my typical day -

• 7:15am - Wake up for work
• 8:00am - Catch my bus
• 9:00am - Get to work
• 12:00pm - Lunch
• 1:00pm - Continue working
• 6:30pm - Run to catch my last bus
• 7:30pm - Watch TV while I eat / Meet friends for dinner / Dinner at parents
• 10:00pm - Go upstairs and get ready for bed, then lay in bed on Facebook, Whatsapp, YouTube
• 11:00pm - Sleep

... and that's it.

You? How is it possible to do any more in a day?

... and so it begins - again!

So, after a long hiatus and leaving this blog on a sad note, I am back and things are most certainly looking up!

I won't say much more at this stage, except that I am now happily married. I am 29, a proud home owner, been married for a month, not pregnant yet and super happy.

Going through a few of my old posts brought back a lot of memories... Yes, I was young. Yes, I was dramatic. But hey... I don't think much have changed.

That said, life means much more now, with more serious things on my mind. Perhaps more boring things compared to what this blog has previously featured, but hey, life's good. Can't complain.

Stay tuned for more of Mrs B and the ups and downs and everything in between!