♥ im constantly finding new sides to myself; and so far, im loving most of them. the best part though is finding someone else who loves them too. right now, i'd say i'm very much loved. especially by those who matters. they know who they are.
also, im beginning to like it when people call me "sherls"... :)
holy crap. i got back from my sydney trip almost 48 hours ago, and i'm still feeling super exhausted. granted, i worked both the days right after i got back and havent had a decent shut eye since.
merde.
so tired!
driving to sydney and back is definitely an adventure. especially when its night time, raining and you find yourself stuck on the mini highway in a 3 hour post-oil-tank-on-fire accident clean up. sirens blaring in the dark, zooming past all the other unfortunate and tired drivers who had turned their car engines and lights off, leaving the streets pitch black. one word, scary.
i'll write more when im more awake. shouldn't have joined my baby to watch that "doubt" movie... i feel even more drained now! :( till then, here's a little something from the trip. i'd imagine more will surface on facebook in due course -
.the four musketeers.
.reunited with family and my best friend on GSG day!!.
omg. cleaning my room might take days. i started more than 8 hours ago, and im not done. [i had breaks in between of course - to eat, take a break and reminisce on the past with certain items.] and right now, cleaning has to stop because i need sleep before having to get up for work at 6.30am tomoz.
gosh. i sleep in bloody a junk yard. a junk yard with overflowing memories from my past 6 years in australia. throwing things away upsets me. :( although at the same time, the extra space makes up for it. gah. all these mixed emotions!
... and twice the GAHH cuz dust is everywhere. i guess i'll have to wear clothes to bed tonight. 2.27am. ok, time to ciao. nitey sleepy people!
p.s. i'll leave u with this video. my latest addiction!
so, i had time on my hands this arvo and decided to muck around with one of taylor swift's songs...
its called "you belong with me". the original lyrics circles around a best friend who thinks she's better for the guy than his current girlfriend... i know, it happens. but then, here i was, thoroughly inspired.
soOoo... i'd suggest, in order to experience the full effect of my modifications, you should check out the original lyrics... to do so, please click here.
and when you're ready, here's mine...
"He Belongs To Me"
He’s on the phone with me
His girlfriend
I’m upset
You think I’m going off
bout something that he said
You don’t know what’s really happening
Like I do
You’re in your room
It's a typical Tuesday night
You’re listening to the kind of music
that I don't quite like
I’ll never know his story
Like you do
Cuz you’re his best friend
I’m his girlfriend
You’ve been around longer
Don’t mean you’re right together
Stop dreaming ‘bout the day
When he wakes up and find
That who he’s looking for
Has been you the whole time
Cuz can’t you see
That I'm the one
He’s chose to be with
You can tag along
But don’t forget that
He, he belongs to me
He belongs to me.
You’re walking the streets
With him and his worn out jeans
You can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to yourself
Hey, isn't this easy?
I know he’s got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since you brought him down
You say you're fine
He knows you better than that
Hey whatchu doing
Stressing him like that
Cuz I’m his girlfriend
You’re his best friend
Hangin’ ‘round longer
Don’t mean you’re right together
Stop dreaming ‘bout the day
When he wakes up and find
That who he’s looking for
Has been you the whole time
Cuz can’t you see
That I'm the one
He’s chose to be with
You can tag along
But don’t forget that
He, he belongs to me
You’ve been standing by
But here, I’m at his front door
All this time
How could you not know
that He,
He wants to be with me
Wanna be with me.
[Instrumental]
Oh, I know he’s been
Driving to your house
In the middle of the night
Sure I know you make him laugh
When you think he’s about to cry
But can’t you see its wrong
When he tells you bout his dreams
You’ve been selfish all along
Thinking he should leave me…
Can't you see
That i'm the one
He wants to be with
You’re just the friend all along
Why can't you see?
He belongs with me.
You’ve been standing by
But here, I’m at his front door
All this time
How could you not know
that He,
He wants to be with me
Wanna be with me.
Have you ever thought
Just maybe
He belongs with me?
in a nutshell, i just think it would be fair to give the girlfriend a little say in who her boyfriend should belong to/with. if i didn't have phrasing and rhyming restrictions, i would have much more to add to it. this was fun. :)
and mind you, random inspirations creep up! so i hope no one takes this personally. heck, i could fall for my best friend one day and think the same. who knows rite?
but right now, i just think, in the midst of getting caught up in what you think is best for you, lets not forget that we have no rights [best friend or not] to meddle in the romantic lives of others. especially if you dare call yourself a best friend.
because truth is, if its not our relationship, we really don't know whats happening. so lets not be so quick to criticize two people's relationship, no matter how peculiar it may seem to us. how else can you explain hot girls dating frogs and hot guys dating mules, right? :)
again, just my two cents.
p.s.here's the instrumental version of the song if you wanna try out my lyrics. HAHA :)
been watching harry potter movies from the beginning with the girls and my baby this weekend. last night, he was really tired... and dozed off towards the end of it. what was cute though was watching him hug my leg to sleep.
in the middle of the movie, i had placed my legs on top of him, bent around the knee so it came up to his chest. conveniently, it became a bolster for him to hug to sleep. it was such a cute sight... if only my movements weren't so restricted, i would've taken a picture of him. too bad. would've loved to add that adorable image to our scrap book.
anyways, by the end of the movie, i was all stiff, aching and cramped. that was the only downside... but hey, it was so worth it. :)
i find it really amusing when u notice the behaviours of others when they're interacting with the opposite sex. the little actions, smiles, expressions, touch that they consciously or subconsciously let out to catch or hold or win someone's attention or interest.
of course i do it too. no doubt.
but the funniest of them all are those who does it, but doesn't admit it; AND further compare themselves with someone else who was doing exactly the same thing.
and here are some things i think people should know -
#.girls can tell what other girls are trying to pull with men, when the man himself can't. thats why girls "over-react" to men in many cases. AND VICE VERSA.
examples:
we know when a girl is trying to be sweet with u just to make us look bad.
we know when she's not just being 'helpful'.
we know she didn't just 'have leftovers' when she brought you that pink box with a million cupcakes.
we know she's sometimes just trying to win points when she uses lines like...
"if i was your girlfriend, i would've never done that!"
"i don't understand why she'd didn't get it. i do!"
"i can see why she did that, but if i was her, i would've totally stood by you!"
#. SOME girls know what men are trying to do, when the man himself doesn't think she does. they're not necessarily bad things... but its just funny to watch.
example:
when men compete for attention in a group, especially when they're among other men.
when men conscious/subconsciously puts down other men to win votes for themselves among the ladies. [this is bad]
when the man knows he's hot and is using it to his advantage. [which can be very unattractive] *i know... and vice versa*
when men are jealous and tries to get back at us subtly, then claim they're not. *also, v.v*
when a man is attracted to someone but for some reason, tries to hide it. [you can tell from the way he acts, looks, talk and more]
i finally bothered to upload the pictures on my mobile. so yea, here's some random piccies from random times, with my babe [who else?]...
#1. a night with champagne and dvds with my bunny. :) wasn't as planned, but still fun. bubbly is always yummers... lalalalaaaa...
#2. made pancakes for brekkie for my bunny one morning. :) and oranges, for a healthier twist after all that sugar...
#3. me baby made my family some french-style yogurt. prepared the way his mum used to do it back in france. he was so excited to share his little recipe... and everyone loved it. :) yay!
#4. sheena curled my hair one random night and it was kinda cute. so i took a pic to show my bubby.. :) he predicted that i will someday share this picture with the public so he already told himself not to feel special. haha my baby knows me well...
#5. sam a.k.a monkey malo... our son. :)
#6. baby and i bought something for melissa and allan's new home. :) isn't it cute? i especially like it because its the first gift from "us"... :)
...and thats all the randomness that i have this time around!
.the four musketeers.
.reunited with family and my best friend on GSG day!!.
