.here's a thought.

its true - i'm a girl who is just hard to keep up with. why this sudden 'realisation'?

well,

i was driving home from a movie with my sis at 10.00pm.

i told her i was really sleepy.

i told her i'm just gonna go home and sleep.

she reminded me that it is a friday night, and i didn't have to wake up early tomorrow for work.

i told her it didn't matter - i was tired, so i'm going to bed.

at 10.45pm,

there i was, cleaning my room.

throwing out junk, clearing out the mess on the tables,

organising papers and old letters, dusting and all.

(???)

its now 11.32pm.

i just took a shower.

i do feel sleepy, but still i turned my laptop on.

and here i am, blogging.

i'm now looking at my novel - there's probably only 2 or 3 chapters left.

i'm so curious to know the ending...

looks like i'll be staying up finish it.

i bet you.

i wont be in bed until 12.30am at the earliest!

i don't think i'm disorganised.

i think i'm just... very mood driven?

what do you think?

indecisive? nah, i dont think thats it.

hmm...

now the question is:

should i change this trait of mine in order to appear more normal to a partner, or do i find someone who knows this trait of mine and is prepared to accept it and work around it?

hmmm.