November 20, 2006

.have u ever?.

Ever been in a state of mind where you're just too numb to think?
and your heart just feels too numb to feel?

Exam just ended...
And next wednesday is already a new semester for me.
Tomorrow (Monday) would be my last day to party,
cuz I've got a 3:10 - 10:00 working shift on Tuesday.
*not looking forward*

There's a dance party tomorrow.
SHould I go?

Then again, I feel so lazy.
A big part of me just wants to curl up in a ball and be alone.
Im feeling so numb.

There's sooo many feelings that I should be feeling right now,
But all I can feel is numbness.
I dont know if its because of me being tired,
or me being lazy, or me being in denial of whats really going on.

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