I think SUmmer is here.
How do I know?
The friggin' cockroaches and spiders are coming out.
ARGH!!!
Sigh.
I miss daddy. :(
(that has nothing to do with summer,
roaches or spiders. I just miss him)
Sigh.
I'm unhappy at work.
I dont mind being bitched about,
But I hate being bitched at.
Sigh.
Assigmment due on Thursday.
I've not started...
Im so dead.
Where did my holiday go?!
It's Monday already?!?!!?!
October 2, 2006
September 26, 2006
.i dont know.
I had a hair cut today...
I got a fringe.
I dont think I look much different though.
Hmm... Actually that was yesterday.
(cuz now is already past 12am)
Today,
I also cooked a full dinner for my housemates.
Steamed fish, made stir fry pork and mushroom + taufu puffs,
and also fried a vege-dish.
I think it was not bad.
Yay to me.
I also managed to wash the girls' bathroom.
Spent an hour just scrubbing and scrubbing.
Thank God its over.
Today was pretty productive.
The two days before that was terrible though.
I was going through a major-PMS-mood swing.
Then again,
With the stuff that happened,
How could I NOT be mood-swinging!
Aside from the cruel fact that MU only managed to bag 2 points in their latest EPL match,
(and it was only friggin' Reading!!)
On one of the nights,
As I was putting on my shoe to walk out the house,
and balancing myself by holding on the side of the door,
A strong wind blew,
and the door came slamming on my fingers.
*sobs*
- and I really do mean *sobs*...
It hurt so bad I couldn't hold back the tears.
*sobs sobs sobs*
The same night,
I had a nightmare...
I woke up the next morning crying.
I dreamt that I lost my dad...
It was terrifying!!
I called my dad straight away and continued crying.
His voice was comforting.
I miss dad so so so much.....
*sobs*
Later that day,
I had to work.
With sore fingers and a terrible start to the day,
It made working extra tough.
*sigh*
I hope the bad stuffs are over for now.
Im gonna have fun at Gold Coast on Wednesday.
But first,
I need to survive working 7 hours tomorrow.
*dreading*
Wish me luck!
I got a fringe.
I dont think I look much different though.
Hmm... Actually that was yesterday.
(cuz now is already past 12am)
Today,
I also cooked a full dinner for my housemates.
Steamed fish, made stir fry pork and mushroom + taufu puffs,
and also fried a vege-dish.
I think it was not bad.
Yay to me.
I also managed to wash the girls' bathroom.
Spent an hour just scrubbing and scrubbing.
Thank God its over.
Today was pretty productive.
The two days before that was terrible though.
I was going through a major-PMS-mood swing.
Then again,
With the stuff that happened,
How could I NOT be mood-swinging!
Aside from the cruel fact that MU only managed to bag 2 points in their latest EPL match,
(and it was only friggin' Reading!!)
On one of the nights,
As I was putting on my shoe to walk out the house,
and balancing myself by holding on the side of the door,
A strong wind blew,
and the door came slamming on my fingers.
*sobs*
- and I really do mean *sobs*...
It hurt so bad I couldn't hold back the tears.
*sobs sobs sobs*
The same night,
I had a nightmare...
I woke up the next morning crying.
I dreamt that I lost my dad...
It was terrifying!!
I called my dad straight away and continued crying.
His voice was comforting.
I miss dad so so so much.....
*sobs*
Later that day,
I had to work.
With sore fingers and a terrible start to the day,
It made working extra tough.
*sigh*
I hope the bad stuffs are over for now.
Im gonna have fun at Gold Coast on Wednesday.
But first,
I need to survive working 7 hours tomorrow.
*dreading*
Wish me luck!
September 19, 2006
.are you eligible to donate blood?.
She can't give blood, can you?
I got this postcard a few months ago.
It lists a few requirements for blood doners.
Apparently u have to be able to say "No" for each requirement in order to enable you to donate.
The requirements stated on the postcards were:
. are you pregnant?
. have u recently given birth?
. do u have a serious heart condition?
. had a tattoo in the last 12 months?
. over 70?
. low in iron?
. weigh less than 45kgs?
. did u live in the uk for over 6 mths between 1980 and 1996?
----
I thought I was perfectly fine for the job,
But reading down the list,
I noticed one requirement that kinda "wow" me...
And just like that,
Im cut off the eligible blood donating group.
*sigh*
Guess which?
... ooH... and first let me say,
I WISH IT WAS BECUZ I WEIGH LESS THAN 45kgs!!
*lol*
But nwayz,
NO!! I'm not pregnant and I didnt get a tattoo!! (yet)
I actually failed the last requirement.
I was caught off guard...
Cuz I had in fact lived in the UK for 3 years,
And that was from 1987 to 1990.
*boo hoo*
Well...
Can you give blood?
One donation can help 3 lives!
Call 13 14 95 or visit http://donateblood.com.au.
For the complete list on your eligibility, visit:
http://www.donateblood.com.au/Donor/guide/eligible.asp
- by the way,
I just checked the site...
and apparently I PERMANENTLY cannot give blood in Aus.
*sobs*
September 18, 2006
.man utd's painful loss.
Our First Lost of the Season.
*sigh*
It's painful.
More so becuz we lost to friggin' Arsenal.
And to top that off,
My Idol,
MY Cristiano Ronaldo,
had to be the one who blew our chance to at least get 1 point out of this messed up match.
We had many messed up players on the pitch today.
Fergie was a dumbass too.
Why did he take out Scholes?!
Why not O'Shea?
Why not Fletcher?
And Rooney's return was disappointing.
He was one of the reasons why we couldn't get in front.
His passes were weak,
And he didn't seem to connect with his team mates.
Ronaldo,
Who was the star of the First Half,
(Not considering Kusczczak who caused and saved a penalty)
Ended up being the screw up in the 2nd half...
*sigh*
Fergie's mistake was not playing Solskjaer sooner.
He needs to dump his 80 mins substitution tradition into the bin!
*sigh*
Now,
The image of Didier Drogba's crazy-beautiful volley scares the shit outta me.
Sadly,
I have to admit...
He's a top notch stricker.
He makes Rooney seem like an ant.
Sorry Roon.
The only up-side of the entire match was when Ronaldo slammed that ball on Lehmann's face.
I wish it got that annoying gum-chewing goalie substituted.
That way, Solskjaer's shot would have gone through.
ON behalf on Ronaldo,
Im appologising to other Man Utd fans I know.
My boy was an idiot tonite.
(Althought he wasn't the only one)
I hope it helps him (and them) grow.
MAY THIS BE THE FIRST N LAST FCUKED UP MATCH MU DISPLAYS THIS SEASON!
*sigh*
It's painful.
More so becuz we lost to friggin' Arsenal.
And to top that off,
My Idol,
MY Cristiano Ronaldo,
had to be the one who blew our chance to at least get 1 point out of this messed up match.
We had many messed up players on the pitch today.
Fergie was a dumbass too.
Why did he take out Scholes?!
Why not O'Shea?
Why not Fletcher?
And Rooney's return was disappointing.
He was one of the reasons why we couldn't get in front.
His passes were weak,
And he didn't seem to connect with his team mates.
Ronaldo,
Who was the star of the First Half,
(Not considering Kusczczak who caused and saved a penalty)
Ended up being the screw up in the 2nd half...
*sigh*
Fergie's mistake was not playing Solskjaer sooner.
He needs to dump his 80 mins substitution tradition into the bin!
*sigh*
Now,
The image of Didier Drogba's crazy-beautiful volley scares the shit outta me.
Sadly,
I have to admit...
He's a top notch stricker.
He makes Rooney seem like an ant.
Sorry Roon.
The only up-side of the entire match was when Ronaldo slammed that ball on Lehmann's face.
I wish it got that annoying gum-chewing goalie substituted.
That way, Solskjaer's shot would have gone through.
ON behalf on Ronaldo,
Im appologising to other Man Utd fans I know.
My boy was an idiot tonite.
(Althought he wasn't the only one)
I hope it helps him (and them) grow.
MAY THIS BE THE FIRST N LAST FCUKED UP MATCH MU DISPLAYS THIS SEASON!
September 17, 2006
.a question for everyone.
You know...
Some words carry different significants for different people.
Some words mean something different for every different people.
& Some words may mean more to some people that it does for others.
So how do you know what the words meant to one person,
If it is said or unsaid to you?
Lets say,
When someone says:
"You mean alot to me."
Some people may think that means
they're the most precious thing in another person's life,
Whilst some others may think
they just mean more than the other people in that person's life.
Or when someone says:
"Im very hungry."
To some people, it may mean,
"Im so hungry that if I dont eat now, I'll faint."
And to some others, they may think,
"My stomach feel empty. Lets get food."
Basically,
The first interpretation would make the line you say mean something much much more,
While the other would make the line seem like u have a point, but its not exactly "Wow"...
You get what Im saying?
So when someone says something like that to you,
how do you know which one they meant?
But more important for me to know now is,
What do u do when u say or dont say something,
But the other person doesn't understand why,
becuz to them,
It doesnt mean what you're thinking it means?
- Im pretty sure I lost most of you.
Its alrite.
I'll try to work it out on my own.
Some words carry different significants for different people.
Some words mean something different for every different people.
& Some words may mean more to some people that it does for others.
So how do you know what the words meant to one person,
If it is said or unsaid to you?
Lets say,
When someone says:
"You mean alot to me."
Some people may think that means
they're the most precious thing in another person's life,
Whilst some others may think
they just mean more than the other people in that person's life.
Or when someone says:
"Im very hungry."
To some people, it may mean,
"Im so hungry that if I dont eat now, I'll faint."
And to some others, they may think,
"My stomach feel empty. Lets get food."
Basically,
The first interpretation would make the line you say mean something much much more,
While the other would make the line seem like u have a point, but its not exactly "Wow"...
You get what Im saying?
So when someone says something like that to you,
how do you know which one they meant?
But more important for me to know now is,
What do u do when u say or dont say something,
But the other person doesn't understand why,
becuz to them,
It doesnt mean what you're thinking it means?
- Im pretty sure I lost most of you.
Its alrite.
I'll try to work it out on my own.
September 15, 2006
September 14, 2006
.on and off as i like.
You how sometimes when you say things that starts with "I wish..."?
Be careful when you use lines like that.
You never know what may happen.
I remember saying,
"I wish feelings had an on/off button."
Recently,
I noticed how I can truly turn my feelings on and off as I like.
It's like, my mind really does listen when I say,
"Don't get upset about that!"
or
"Dont think about him!"
I've tested it.
Everytime Im upset,
I tell myself,
"Dont be"...
And within minutes,
I'm able to block out the entire thing and resume normalcy.
(If you know what I mean)
I think its really the power of the mind that ultimately controls the heart.
I think I've really begun to master the art of denying my heart.
"Begun"... meaning I'm not entirely there yet,
But hey,
someday,
I might just get there...
I might just be able to control my heart with my mind.
Its probably against nature,
But hey...
I get to keep myself focused on what really matters.
Sounds good to me.
At the moment,
I'm trying to use the power of my mind to tell myself,
"Tattoos wont hurt. GET ONE!"
^^ We'll see what happens.
Be careful when you use lines like that.
You never know what may happen.
I remember saying,
"I wish feelings had an on/off button."
Recently,
I noticed how I can truly turn my feelings on and off as I like.
It's like, my mind really does listen when I say,
"Don't get upset about that!"
or
"Dont think about him!"
I've tested it.
Everytime Im upset,
I tell myself,
"Dont be"...
And within minutes,
I'm able to block out the entire thing and resume normalcy.
(If you know what I mean)
I think its really the power of the mind that ultimately controls the heart.
I think I've really begun to master the art of denying my heart.
"Begun"... meaning I'm not entirely there yet,
But hey,
someday,
I might just get there...
I might just be able to control my heart with my mind.
Its probably against nature,
But hey...
I get to keep myself focused on what really matters.
Sounds good to me.
At the moment,
I'm trying to use the power of my mind to tell myself,
"Tattoos wont hurt. GET ONE!"
^^ We'll see what happens.
September 11, 2006
.portuguese men.
I found this new Cristiano Ronaldo fan blog.
It's reaaallly good.
Its not 100% CR,
Its more of a "Hot Footballers" blog,
But you knoww...
Its understood.
When you talk about hot footballers,
You know who'll appear on first page rite?
*lol*
Anyway,
Check out this entry.
I loved it.
.Portuguese Men.
And the pics they have in there...
To Die For.
haHaa...
and I noticed how they love focusing below CR's waist.
(If you know what I mean)
CR is God.
I think Im in love.
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