October 18, 2009

.at that point.

i think... something in me broke yesterday.
nothing physical.
i'm talking about matters of the heart.

unexpected and unwelcome tears burned my eyes...
i wasn't even thinking about sad thoughts.
perhaps thats how it is when the heart cries.
when the mind plays no part in it...
and i think, that's what's scary.

i dont think i'm entirely ready to let go.
but i do know that,
something in me has definitely given up...
and it hurts.

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