.a question for bloggers.

Do u sometimes think of something,
Or happen to learn something,
Or noticed something,
And you make a mental note to yourself, saying:

"Im gonna write this in my blog."

But when you finally get in front of a comp,
and is all ready to type a new entry...
You go blank?

(.Thats my current state. Sigh.)

.mariah carey's glitter.

Last nite,
I took a break after hours of working on my assignment!
I spent 100 minutes watching Mariah Carey's "Glitter".

I know it's quite an old movie,
But I never got to watch it.
Heard people dissing it though.

After watching it,
My comment...
Well...
They're right about MC not being able to act.
There were many scene where she could have put on better expressions and etc.
And I didn't really feel her during the climax of the movie.

BUT...
She was cute,
I enjoyed listening to her voice,
She truly has an awesome one-in-a-million type of voice!
(although the songs were not too impressive
- except "never too far" of course)
But most of all,
I enjoyed the story.

It had a touching love story,
and a realistic touch to the life in the music business.
At least thats what I could imagine happening.
I enjoyed watching the life of a rising star...
How they grow and change...
How they try to manage their love life,
and cope with a shadowed boyfriend...
How they compose and record music...
How music can bring two people together...

But yea..
All in all,
I enjoyed it.
MC could have acted better,
But it was a good effort on her first try in acting.

*thumbs up*

btw,
GUYS... BE WARNED.
This is 100% a Chick Flick.

.girls love attention.

Admit it gurls...
We all love some attention, don't we?
Whether we're single or taken...
When guys turn their heads when we walk by,
We feel great. ^^

Well I recently noticed how powerful 'cleavage' can be.
Im not calling any guys perverts or anything,
Cuz it's natural to want to look.
Even I look. (no... Im not gay)
And hey,
The best thing about the cleavage power is,
You dont even have to be pretty.
(I suppose thats why it works for me)

All you need is a top with a low neckline.
The top can be as simple as a spegetti strap top,
and you're ready to go!
(dont wear anything too slutty,
unless thats the look you're trying to achieve)
I personally think,
The simpler the better...
Makes it look like you're not even trying.

ooH...
and of course,
You'll need a bra that can squish u up a little bit.

But be warned!
The downside of all this is that you may attract some not so attractive attention.
I'm not saying the guy are unattractive,
But I'm referring to the guys who "Stares"...
Im serious!
SOme guys just stands there and stare at your boobs!
Especially at bus stops and when you're in the bus!!
NO SHAME!!

SO yeaa...
If you dont mind that,
Block those no-shame weirdos out,
and walk out there to turn some heads!
ooH... and if possible,
Put on some heels.
They shud be our best friends...

ooH... and one more thing,
When you do turn heads,
Dont get all stuck up,
and start showing your "I-know-Im-so-pretty" face...
Guys get turned off when girls walk around thinking they're so bloody cute.
Just try to keep a neutral look,
DONT smile at the "starers"...!!
It'll make them come up and start lame-arse convos with you,
when all they're thinking of is you, Naked.
(very stereotypical of me... but most of the times, it's true!!)

But anyway,
5 seconds of attention from random guys everywhere you walk..
Not too bad rite?
After all,
Every girls deserve to know that some guys out there (other than their boyfriend)still thinks they're hot.

By the way,
This was the top I wore today:
(I wonder what you'd notice first)

.mahfuz mat yaacob.

The guy who use to be Mine.

I've been thinking about Mahfuz alot lately.
I can't believe it's been 5 years since I last saw him.
He was my every heartbeat when I was 16...
The guy I call my First Love.

*warm and fuzzY*


























I suddenly felt the urge to find him...
To find out how he's doing and what he's up to.

I did a search of his name on Yahoo.
Found a webbie his classmate in Ipoh made up.
There was a class picture.
And yes,
There he was...
Standing there,
Looking goofy as always.

It made my heart sore.
I really do miss him.
And I really do look forward to the day when I get to see him again.
I wonder how that would be.

I always imagine it to be really sweet.
Both of us would take one look at each other,
and recall the wonderful times we shared,
and regretting all the dreams we never got to fulfil.

Then again,
I'm probably the only person who thinks of it that way.
I'm guessing that to him,
I'm just "one of the girls" he use to date.

But I guess that doesn't matter,
Cuz all I know is that...
Mahfuz left a permanent footprint in my heart.
And he'll always mean alot to me.

I just wish we had better closure.
So that everytime he comes to mind,
I dont have to always think of "What If"...

Maybe if we had better closure,
My heart would finally heal...
And It'll release me from all that pain,
And finally allow me to truly love again?

*YES. I AM A DRAMA QUEEN.*

.sigh.

I think SUmmer is here.
How do I know?

The friggin' cockroaches and spiders are coming out.

ARGH!!!

Sigh.
I miss daddy. :(

(that has nothing to do with summer,
roaches or spiders. I just miss him)

Sigh.
I'm unhappy at work.
I dont mind being bitched about,
But I hate being bitched at.

Sigh.
Assigmment due on Thursday.
I've not started...
Im so dead.
Where did my holiday go?!
It's Monday already?!?!!?!

.i dont know.

I had a hair cut today...
I got a fringe.
I dont think I look much different though.
Hmm... Actually that was yesterday.
(cuz now is already past 12am)

Today,
I also cooked a full dinner for my housemates.
Steamed fish, made stir fry pork and mushroom + taufu puffs,
and also fried a vege-dish.
I think it was not bad.
Yay to me.

I also managed to wash the girls' bathroom.
Spent an hour just scrubbing and scrubbing.
Thank God its over.

Today was pretty productive.

The two days before that was terrible though.
I was going through a major-PMS-mood swing.
Then again,
With the stuff that happened,
How could I NOT be mood-swinging!

Aside from the cruel fact that MU only managed to bag 2 points in their latest EPL match,
(and it was only friggin' Reading!!)
On one of the nights,
As I was putting on my shoe to walk out the house,
and balancing myself by holding on the side of the door,
A strong wind blew,
and the door came slamming on my fingers.
*sobs*

- and I really do mean *sobs*...
It hurt so bad I couldn't hold back the tears.
*sobs sobs sobs*






The same night,
I had a nightmare...
I woke up the next morning crying.
I dreamt that I lost my dad...
It was terrifying!!
I called my dad straight away and continued crying.
His voice was comforting.
I miss dad so so so much.....
*sobs*

Later that day,
I had to work.
With sore fingers and a terrible start to the day,
It made working extra tough.
*sigh*

I hope the bad stuffs are over for now.
Im gonna have fun at Gold Coast on Wednesday.
But first,
I need to survive working 7 hours tomorrow.
*dreading*
Wish me luck!

.are you eligible to donate blood?.

She can't give blood, can you?

I got this postcard a few months ago.
It lists a few requirements for blood doners.
Apparently u have to be able to say "No" for each requirement in order to enable you to donate.

The requirements stated on the postcards were:

. are you pregnant?
. have u recently given birth?
. do u have a serious heart condition?
. had a tattoo in the last 12 months?
. over 70?
. low in iron?
. weigh less than 45kgs?
. did u live in the uk for over 6 mths between 1980 and 1996?

----

I thought I was perfectly fine for the job,
But reading down the list,
I noticed one requirement that kinda "wow" me...
And just like that,
Im cut off the eligible blood donating group.
*sigh*

Guess which?

... ooH... and first let me say,
I WISH IT WAS BECUZ I WEIGH LESS THAN 45kgs!!
*lol*

But nwayz,
NO!! I'm not pregnant and I didnt get a tattoo!! (yet)
I actually failed the last requirement.

I was caught off guard...
Cuz I had in fact lived in the UK for 3 years,
And that was from 1987 to 1990.
*boo hoo*

Well...
Can you give blood?
One donation can help 3 lives!

Call 13 14 95 or visit http://donateblood.com.au.

For the complete list on your eligibility, visit:
http://www.donateblood.com.au/Donor/guide/eligible.asp

- by the way,
I just checked the site...
and apparently I PERMANENTLY cannot give blood in Aus.
*sobs*

But Good Luck to you!

.man utd's painful loss.

Our First Lost of the Season.
*sigh*
It's painful.

More so becuz we lost to friggin' Arsenal.
And to top that off,
My Idol,
MY Cristiano Ronaldo,
had to be the one who blew our chance to at least get 1 point out of this messed up match.

We had many messed up players on the pitch today.
Fergie was a dumbass too.
Why did he take out Scholes?!
Why not O'Shea?
Why not Fletcher?

And Rooney's return was disappointing.
He was one of the reasons why we couldn't get in front.
His passes were weak,
And he didn't seem to connect with his team mates.

Ronaldo,
Who was the star of the First Half,
(Not considering Kusczczak who caused and saved a penalty)
Ended up being the screw up in the 2nd half...
*sigh*

Fergie's mistake was not playing Solskjaer sooner.
He needs to dump his 80 mins substitution tradition into the bin!
*sigh*

Now,
The image of Didier Drogba's crazy-beautiful volley scares the shit outta me.
Sadly,
I have to admit...
He's a top notch stricker.
He makes Rooney seem like an ant.
Sorry Roon.

The only up-side of the entire match was when Ronaldo slammed that ball on Lehmann's face.
I wish it got that annoying gum-chewing goalie substituted.
That way, Solskjaer's shot would have gone through.

ON behalf on Ronaldo,
Im appologising to other Man Utd fans I know.
My boy was an idiot tonite.
(Althought he wasn't the only one)
I hope it helps him (and them) grow.

MAY THIS BE THE FIRST N LAST FCUKED UP MATCH MU DISPLAYS THIS SEASON!