.my fav disney cartoon.

I just watched "The New World" today.
(I think thats what its called)

Its basically the "Real life" story of Pocahontas.
It was oooookay.
But I personally loved the disney cartoon version much better.
heHhee...

In fact,
Thats actually my faaaavourite disney cartoon.
heHee...
Odd enuff,
For such a pro-lovey-dovey person like me,
I chosed as my favourite disney cartoon,
one of the few stories that didn't end 'happily ever after'.
*sigh*

Maybe its a sign.

But yea... I loved Pocahontas.

Hmm...
I'm currently listening to:
Sixpence Non The Richer's version of "Don't dream its over".

Suddenly I cant wait till James get married.
I wanna showcase my singing. ^^
Hmm...
Maybe Ivan wont mind me singing at his wedding too.
ooH... and my GSG...
Thats 6 weddings...
woOoo...

.my sunday guy.

Just before my supervisor and I closed the shop tonite,
A bunch of guys walked up to buy gelato.
Among them were a couple of guys who use to come every Sunday night.
I particularly remember one of them,
Not only becuz he was the cutest,
But also because he had to taste almost every single flavour before deciding!

Tonite when he came,
We chat a little...
He asked if I worked every night,
And I said no...
Usually Sunday nights,
But this Monday night was an extra.

And when his friends started teasing him about me,
I told them, "Yea, he's my Sunday guy."
I guess that started the whole thing...
His friends started making comments,
and getting all funny and etc...
And I didn't make things better,
cuz I was shooting them back with sarcastic remarks and etc.
(I wouldnt really call it flirting... *ehem*)

In a way, it was annoying becuz if not for them,
We could have bloody closed the shop already!
BUT on the other hand,
they were fun.

Not to mention,
At the end,
When he left tips,
he specifically pointed to me,
Looked me in the eye, and said,
"This is for You."

ooH...
When he said that with those sparking eyes,
I had to mentally calm myself to prevent an embarrassing blush.

You see...
He's got really beautiful eyes.
Loooong lashes... and sparkly...
And he's quite tan.
I cant put my finger on what race he is...
But he reminds me of dudes like Jay Hernandez.
So you can imagine...
He's hot.

aaah...
My Sunday guy.

Ok. Now I can blush.

.my RYP.

Do you think the word "Panties" sound stupid?

Cuz I feel that there are many stupid-sounding words out there,
and Panties is definitely one of them.
BUT ANYWAY...

I've got this red and yellow P...
from herein known as my RYP,
that I feel is my Manchester United lucky charm.

Not only becuz the colour matches...
But also becuz.........

...hmmm....
Suddenly this doesnt really seem like an appropriate thing to blog about.

.constantly switching?.

Both Yesterday and Today,
I've been placed in the position,
where a question is asked...
and Im forced to answer that question,
which would only reflect one thing:

"She's always changing boyfriends."

*sigh*

Yesterday,
My ex housemate (Julie) called.
She said,
"eeeei... new boyfriend ahh?"...
Cuz the last time I saw her,
I was still kinda with Shaz.

Then today,
I met Joe...
Joe is a Hong Kong friend I've had since foundation.
He introduced me to his girlfriend,
and referred to me as:
"My friend's girlfriend."

Then I went...
"aaah?"...
And he said, "no?"
And I said...
"ooH... shaz issit? umm... no more liao."
*blush*
Then he said,
"OoH okaay... So are u seeing anyone now?"...
And I said,
"umM... yea."

*sigh*
HONESTLY,
I dont change boyfriends as often as it seems!!
There are periods where I stay/remain singlee!!
It's just...
Some people dont bump into me during those periods of my life!
So Unfair!!

*blush*
(All this explaining ain't doing me any good, isnt it?)

But anywayz,
Today I was chatting with Mouzam.
Suddenly we started talking about what happened 3 years ago.
*ehem*... You know... :)
heHee...
Can't believe it's been 3 years since then!!

But it was fun to talk back about it.
How we use to play pool,
and how I've always been attracted to him playing pool.
HAHA...
Girls, you have to trust me.
When he's playin' pool...
His "hot-points" goes up even higher!!


Anyway...
Mouzam and I are totally fine now...
Yea, we still flirt, I still find him hot and etc,
But thats about it.
We both know that whatever happens,
We're friends.
And thats exactly how we both want it.
Its fun that way.

But ANYWAY...
(whoa... I've been using lots of "but(s)")
Im not really as flower-hearted as it looks rite?

Tomorrow...
Groovy and I have officially been together for 3 months.
That's got to mean something rite?

*hopeful*

.blue, yellow and red.

Reminder to myself:

Everyone should be able to relate to this.
This is a typical scenario involving BLUE, YELLOW and RED.


Well..
Have u ever been in situations where a friend comes to u when they're upset,
(sometimes not obviously upset,
but they're perhaps "bothered" nonetheless)
And they start telling u things...

Then... as the 3rd party in the situation your friend tells you about,
You're able to be the rational one.
As in,
You try to consider both sides,
and come up with reasons why so-and-so happened.

Then...
You tell your friend what u think.
(wrong move #1)

She/He gets even more pissed.
And slowly,
The conversation takes an odd turn,
Making it become a problem between You and Him/Her.
She/He starts attacking you personally.
(at least thats what you'd naturally feel like they're doing)
And what you do..?
You get all worked up,
and pissed in return!
(wrong move #2)


So basically you're BLUE, and they're RED.

But ITS NORMAL.

Ok... from there it gets tricky.
Well...
What happens then is you walk away,
and you find another friend to confide in. (Yellow)




And YELLOW, being the 3rd party would start evaluating the situation from both sides.
And this is where the problem is usually resolved.
(or should be resolved)
Cuz this yellow would reason with you (BLUE),
Gently reminding you that it started with the 1st person (RED) being pissed.
And the only reason why RED pissed u off,
Is becuz they're pissed.
And ULTRA-SENSITIVE when you guys had the talk.

And basically,
When a person is Ultra-Sensitive,
They dont think rationally.

Everything you say to them which isn't a sign of you agreeing to what they're saying would feel like an insult or an attack or a means to tell them that they're wrong.
It doesn't matter if you're being reasonable.
Therefore if you're not telling them they're right,
or that you feel sorry for them,
You're better off not saying anything!
Because it wont help.

Thats what I need to remind myself.

Some people, when they're upset, they just need others to listen.
So if you dont agree with what they said or did or think,
Bite your tongue and leave your comments for another time.
For now,
Focus on the fact that your friend is upset,
and You need to be there for them.
And there's only one way to do that:
"Stand on their side!"


(Its not even necessary to say anything,
so dont worry about being a hypocrit.)

So yea,
After tonite,
I'd say:

"Lesson Learnt."

(altho I cant promise that the next time this happens,
I'd be able to so quickly rationalise my behaviour and responce.)
*sigh*
I guess thats why there's always a need for YELLOW.

.a chat with manny.

Im at the lab right now.
Just bumped into Emmanuel,
and we had a funny chat.

That doofus is really playful!
We talked about how I can get my Australian PR hassle-free.
And how?
MARRY HIM.

*lol*
Then he started asking me how much he'd have to pay my parents.
And we evaluated my worth,
Considering I've got a clean sheet,
a degree and I've never been a prostitute.
muaHhahaa...

And he's pretty happy with the Aus-Msia currency exchange rate.
Cuz if Im worked out to be worth a million ringgit,
He'll only have to chuck out half a million Aussie.
*lol*

And I'm getting alot out of this bargain too.
He's got dual citizenship, both Aus and Greek.
He said I'd be able to get it too!

haHaa...
Maybe this isnt such a bad plan afterall.

^^

*lol*
see how studying law can mess up people?

.what i dont wanna feel.

I know I want to write something...
But I can't seem to put it in words.
This feeling...
Its really confusing.
And embarrassing.
And I truly dont know what I want...
and how I'd like to go about with it.

It's not a very attractive feeling to have.
It's not a feeling he'd want me to feel either.
But I can't help feeling it...
With every word he says...
*sigh*

It makes me feel so helpless.
I dont know what to do to make myself feel better,
and I dont know how to tell him to stop inflicting this on me.
I feel so weak...
So tempted to listen to the worst side of me,
and give up.
Telling myself,
"I dont need this."

*sigh*

Yes.
It is jealousy.
Thats what Im feeling.

.my love language.

Got this off James' blog.
I thought it could be useful to find out what I see as the most important factor when Im in a relationship.

My results:

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		11
Words of Affirmation:		7
Acts of Service:		6
Quality Time:		5
Receiving Gifts:		1

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

^^
Nowonder the relationships I get into can never survive Long Distance.