August 15, 2007

.im a lousy friend; HELP.

Dont you hate that feeling when you suddenly think of something you really wanna blog about,
Only to find that when you finally get internet connection and time to blog,
You realise you forgot what you were gonna say?

And all you can think about is -
"Darn it! That was gonna be such a great thing to blog about!"


Sigh.
Oh Well.

Didn't end up going to EKKA today.
Went to VideoEz yesterday and picked up Season 4 of Gilmore girls instead.
Im sooo hooked!
The whole single mother and daughter thing can be so cool!
But cuz the stupid discs were only for overnight rental,
I started watching yesterday evening,
Slept for minutes the whole night,
and finally finished it before 10pm just now!
What a way to waste a whole day!

Mind you,
I did get off the couch to get food, shower and do my laundry!

Jimmy smsed me upon his arrival last nite.
Sweet of him.
And good to know we can still SMS one another.
NZ somehow feels like just another state instead of a whole different country.
I hope he's having fun.
And since we can SMS,
At least I know there's something I can do to keep myself from straying.

Sigh.
Its a week Sherlene Lee!
How hard can it be to stay on track?!

It was funny how I said to him at the airport yesterday,
"Babe... You realise, this could be our last hug anddd last kiss."
haHa he quickly gave me one of those statement kisses.
You know,
Kisses that speaks for itself.
The one he gave me felt as if it said -
"THIS is what you'd be losing if you dont stay on track"
haHa cuz then he hugged me and said "Dont flirt too much while Im away."
And I said -
"Yea Mr.Pot... You be good too."

You know,
I was looking at my previous post before I started this one,
and suddenly thought,
Maybe I shud have asked for Sheena's permission before posting that kissing pic up.
HmMm...
BUT at least I did clarify that its fake.
So, Again if you missed that,
THE PIC OF ME AND SHEENA KISSING IS FAKE!!!

And again,
Sorry guys (or some guys) for ruining the fantasy.

So you know what I've been needing help with lately?
*roll eyes at Ivan for coming up with lame and insulting ideas as he reads the above question*
Well,
I wanna know...
Cuz lately I've met many new people.
Many new NICE people that I wish to keep in my life.
But becuz they're so scatterred,
How can I possibly do that?

See for example,
I've gotten to know a few people from MYSA,
All those fun and crazy Man Utd fans.
Got to love them.
And last night, one of them, Arthur, asked me out for drinks.
But I didn't make it.

Then, Bradly from Pick and Pay,
The Hypermarket I promote in,
He asked me out for a movie this week,
I didn't make it either.

The same week,
Melissa, a girl I got to know from Jimmy,
She sent me an SMS asking how I've been.
And remembering how well we clicked the time we met,
I wouldn't mind asking her out and chilling with her if we have time.

And Stan,
Jimmy's colleague who introduced Melissa to Jimmy and I,
He's a fun guy to hang with too.
Specially when he lives just down the road,
and has gave me the thumbs up to ask him for dinner when I do eat out,
But like the rest,
I didn't get around doing that.

And there's Mouzam.
My darling Mouzam.
I love movie nights and lunch dates with him.
Where I can blab about anything,
Laugh like a pig,
and enjoy his company,
while heavily (but mutual-understandingly friendly) flirting.
But like the rest,
I could not find time to do that.

And of course,
There's Ivan.
I wouldn't blame him if he starts doubting my love for him.
So many times I thought of going to see him,
But all those thoughts,
Never put in to action!
I seriously frustrate myself becuz of it!!
Not to mention the guilt!


oooH... and Shez.
A lovely Singaporean gal I work with.
Especially being that she had just gone tru a serious family tragedy,
I told myself to take the initiative to call her and ask if she wanted to hangout,
Give her an option of a friend to confide in and etc,
cuz I do enjoy talking to her too.
(altho it has come to attention that she's been really busy catching up with Uni stuff)
But I didnt do that either!
AND SHE ONLY LIVES TWO DOORS DOWN.
Literally!!

*Im pathetic* - and a lousy friend to have!
SOBS.
Shame on me!

The only time I get to be around people I would enjoy seeing more often is when I go clubbing.

Last Friday's Cesar dance party was crap.
Crap becuz of the music.
But I have to say,
I enjoyed meeting all those people whom I probably would die before being more pro-active to actually plan a date or outing with...

And just to clarify the above statement -
I love those people I meet at the club...
They're all so much fun!
And as much as I wish I could hang out with them more,
I never take the initiative to do so!!
I dont even know why!!

Maybe thats why I like clubbing so much.

And its not an excuse.
Cuz at least...
When I do attend these Reiji events,
I know I get to see all these nice and familiar faces.

You see,
There's usually Lalat, Emyne, Pei Lin, Nicole, Amy,
Amy's 2 guy friends that I love dancing with,

Amy's girlfriend and her very friendly boyfriend,
Jason, Ryan, Marvin, Marvin's friends, JK, Jason's friends Leon and Baby face,
(damn! why cant I remember that baby face's name?!)
Sometimes Ivan, Sherman (Ivan's cousin), Shairah, Raimi,
Then there's the law crowd; Chern, Chrystalle, Alicia, Marrisa, Andrew...
And as a bonus, Jimmy would be there too, with Stan and some others.

Well, at least this Friday I get to hangout with the law bunch at Danh's party.
That should be refreshingly fun.

Geez...
I dont know why Im feeling soOo in need of socializing!
I craveeeee going out with friends!!

haHaa how pathetic am I?!

TO FRIENDS WHO READS THIS,
PLEASE DO ME A FAVOUR -

IF YOU ENJOY MY COMPANY AND WISH TO HANGOUT,
DO NOT HESSITATE TO ASK ME OUT!
THE TRICKY BIT IS,
IF I SAY NO...
GIVE ME A PUSH OR TWO.
(UNLESS I DO HAVE A LEGITIMATE REASON)
CUZ THAT MIGHT BE JUST WHAT I NEED TO GET OUT THERE!

AND IF I SAID NO ONCE BEFORE,
OR EVEN TWICE,
AND YOU STILL THINK IM FUN,
ASK AGAIN!!
CUZ I ASSURE YOU,
NEVER WOULD IT CROSS MY MIND THAT YOU'RE BEING NEEDY OR DESPERATE.
IN FACT,
I'D BE EXTREMELY GRATEFUL!!

AND I PROMISE THAT THE REASON WHY I DONT GO OUT IS NOT BECUZ IM BEING STINGY WITH MY FRIENDSHIP,
OR BECUZ I DONT LOVE YOU, (Cuz I do!)
IM JUST TOO LAZY AND IN LACK OF MOTIVATION!

SO HELP!!

oH shit...
Im yet to drop Kelly her overdued Birthday message on Friendster!
I didnt forget her Bday,
I sent her an SMS but I said I would do more,
But I didnt get around doing that!
SHIT!!

Oh kill me.

KENNY!!! JASON'S BABY FACED FRIEND'S NAME IS KENNY!!!

5 comments:

۞ D! ۞ said...

This post took me like 6 whole minutes to read. Tagged as the longest post ..ever....period.Im sore I was not mentioned, I am in the next state. Wanna have lunch? You can drive to my place and pick me up, thats fine.

Anonymous said...

HAHAHAHA. i love the last bit! that was cute.

and yes, i'm not too pleased that you didn't ask my permission first. darn it, sherlene... why say it's fake!? ><

۞ D! ۞ said...

Almost everyone you know got a mention in this post except me, dammit, why? whhyyyyy?

lennie... said...

D, i knew u'd say that... haHa i thought about u, then i decided, NEH... not gonna put derek in, simply cuz i want u to react. haHaa... DEREK ALAN WONG ZHEN-HUI... U KNOW I LOVE U. (and see? now I get to say I love u without having Esther glare at me - everything worked as planned) haHaa...

haHa sheen... i reckon we shud take more pics. ^^ (of that kind) haHaa... we could make some money outta it u know...

Anonymous said...

Oh you got me, but see I hesitated a few days in between replies...so it was a close one. Im getting a little to predictable.

<3 <3

D!