.youtube hearts moi.

aaah... i had so many thoughts on the bus today. was gonna come into the office and blab them all down here, but now that i actually can, i dont know what i wanted to say anymore. typical.

nwayz, got 20+ emails today from youtube. love youtube notifications. they make me feel good about myself. 98% of the time anyway. :) nwayz (i need to stop saying nways so much!) i got this comment today which i found really cute (in a quirky kinda way)...

can't say i blame him. each song was inspired by a guy, and the guy i refer to in my sappy lyrics arent usually the same one guy. so yea... lol but its funny how he pointed that out.

btw, another lesson i learnt from last week:

1 alwayss comes before 2. yea. 2 is/shall/will always be 2nd in line. who ever cares about #2? who ever cares how #2 came about? all they know is #1 is best, #1 came first, and therefore #1 has every rights to the spot.

what makes matters worse is when people think #2 is trying to take #1's spot; and when that happens, no one ever questions what really happened. all they know is, #2 is the bad guy. sigh.

oh well. at least now i know.

and, may i add, i'm perfectly fine. not a single fake smiling muscle in use rite now.

maybes and whats ifs are not worth it, so they say.

and for some things, i cant agree more. :)

final words:

i deserve the gold.

xox