.lost my blog thoughts again.

im hooked on jason mraz.thanks to jason phoon."a beautiful mess"a song that has been repeating on my media player the whole day.good one mraz.so honest. so real. so what-every-woman-can-be.so what I have came to be.

but if thats what it takes for him to realise you're not like the rest.and realise that he needs you more than he wishes to admit;
then guess its not too bad to be his beautiful mess.
and well... to be in a mess together?



Read A Beautiful Mess lyrics

a thought:
you can watch your friend get into lousy entanglements and tell them with no hesitations, "are you crazy? why would u do that?"; but why can't you tell yourself that when its you? instead, you'd convince yourself that its different for you? funny; funny how emotions have the power to screw you over huh?

another thought:
my friend told me that he broke up with a girl becuz she was too "emo". excuse of the 21st century? sounds pretty bogus, but i know what he meant. its imaginable. people who are overly emo can really... well... annoy? irritate? suck the fun outta everything? u dont need that kinda people around.

today:
i spent almost the whole day in bed again today.

and i have a week off starting tomorrow before placement begins.

i forsee myself spending more time in bed. argh.

i wanna go somewhere. do something.

but im so broke.

guess we'll see.

and good luck to those sitting for exams!

dedication:
8 june - happy birthday my dear mahfuz. :)

xox