to mention or not to mention, that is the question.
ok. here goes -
for the past few weeks, i've been seeing someone. someone who has indeed made me very happy. he reminds me of a combination of several exes in terms of his goods and his bads. he's the second "cancerian" i've dated, and i'm thinking maybe thats why some similarities arise.
its only been weeks, so i guess its normal to say that things are pretty cloud 9-ish. you know the drill. he's the person you want to see the most, everything about him is new and exciting, he makes me laugh and cry... the whole lot.
sigh. you know... i would've liked to say "pfft, nothing special" and treat this guy as just another one of my soon-to-be mini-chapter in my life's journey, but *sigh-again* the truth is, i think i might be playing the whole thing down. just so i can cushion my fall.
its only been weeks, but i think this might be it. as in, that is all it will be. yes, i'm talking about the end. maybe thats why i'm feeling a sharp tug on me heart-strings. cuz here's the issue, he's in australia on a "holiday working visa" - so, essentially the longest he'd stay in my life would be a year (not counting the memories he has imprinted in my mind)... but now something came up, and the months i thought i had might turn into days. a week, if we're lucky.
"we need to talk," we agreed, and i knew the problem he had mentioned to me earlier about his 'situation' has deteriorated, and we might have to go down the "last resort" path; also the same path that will lead us on our separate ways.
well, the good thing is, its only been a couple of weeks... so how hard can it be to get over right? *bites lower lip* - somehow, something tells me otherwise... :(
i hate this part.