.smiling again.

its 3am, so i shouldn't get too much into it.

so i called him today,

and for the first time...

i made a full and sincere apology

for all the things i said.

for my insensitivity and the bad reactions to his words.

for not trying hard enough to understand his words,

for clamping up when all i had to do was be open to compromise.

for not making things easier when i could have.

and him,

being the guy i know,

insisted on taking a part of the blame.

told me it took two to mess things up.

and he apologised.

i guess this means...

we jumped another hurdle?

hand in hand. :)

gee.

this is so unlike me.

but im liking it.

hmm...

i must really like this guy.

:)