1. panic at the disco was cool. cobra starship was ok, but the amount of swear words they used... tsk tsk tsk... it could make up a whole new song by itself. the academy is.... hmmm. nah. i dunno. wynna blogged more about it and made a video; check it out here.
2. i started part timing again today. it was interesting in a way. will write more after i settle in better. safe to say, i now know more about my jewelleries - and i know what i want now. *ahem staaann*... :)
3. is brisbane really that small?
4. the hype of my recent career-halting problem has died down. im accepting things and moving forward. its obvious that im less stressed now... cuz my "female-flow-cycle" has gone back to normal after going on a 2.5 weeks strike. *phew*
5. upon settling that bigger issue, it suddenly dawned on me that... hmm... my heart is broken. but its funny... we've seen/bumped into each other twice now, and seeing him again made me realise how much he has changed. he's no longer who i remember him to be. thats when i realised, i didnt miss the jason in front of me; i missed who he use to be when we were together, if that made sense. i guess what im sayin is that im hurting in remembrance of our past rather than for our lost future.
i remember seeing a glimps of our past in his eyes when we discussed about the custody of sammy, humpty's 'pink friend', on the train... and that did tug at my heart a little... but even that was for the past. hmm... cant believe im only feeling all this after a week. some delayed emotions huh?
6. i'll probably edit or remove this post tomorrow.
7. gold coast tomorrow. see ya on the train!
xox
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