.back to basics.

ever had something get soOoo outta control that you think the only way to solve the problem is to whack yourself over the head with a washing machine until you get amnesia, so you can basically cruise through the remains of your life, not having to think about it ever again?

well, i was in that rut for the past 3 days, and was expecting to stay in that rut for a while because for once, i didnt know how to make things better. no matter how smart-assy i tried to be, i failed. imagine that. hah. doesnt happen everyday now people...

then... tonite,
a bright light suddenly shone down onto little me, who was curled up in a helpless fetal position, thinking the rut would have to be her new home. *intentional added drama*

there was a break-through.

the solution: back to basics.

people always forget how great things were before everything gets complicated and demanding. without a doubt, expectations and needs change as life progresses, but who says that means to forget what use to make you happy?

what happened to the simple times? when everything good was a bonus, rather than an expectation to have something done? when the reaction to a phone call is "yay!" rather than "about time!"? when it was "i want to do this..." rather than "i have to do this..."?

that realisation brought me back to life. :)
thanks for fixing us.
no pressure yea? :)

xox